For the last two weeks I've been sick as the proverbial hound. That's unheard of for me. Two courses of antibiotics and I'm only just coming good in the last 24 hours. During thes past two weeks I've gone from being angry, frustrated, feeling hopeful only to crash again, moaned and complained, given up all hope of getting better, right back to being angry again. Eventually I realised none of those feelings were serving me at all well.